The hexagonal philosophy

Everything goes on. Nothing stops, not for a second, neither for you, nor for me. The time is rude bastard. World was going on even before our birth and will continue to do so even after our death. We changed almost nothing,almost nothing in it. I earlier used to think that I should do something big so people will remember me when I am dead. But then I realized,for how long? For how long would they remember me?A decade....may be two and then they will either forget me or someone will have an epiphany over my work,better than my work. Pele for example was world renowned at his time, today,more children know about Chriastiano Ronaldo than Pele. Pele's legacy is there even today but it will certainly die before Christiano's legacy. And Ronaldo's legacy will die too, someday in future. Its just so calm that nobody among us ever understands that there's evil underneath time. We go on living our lives, then we die and there's nothing, absolutely nothing after that....

Some 10 days back, I got a message from a person who was my classmate, hardly for 1 year. There was virtually no acquiantance between us. The life of two of us was not related to any extent. We had a brief conversation, we began talking and in less than 10 days, Sarah became a good friend of mine. We had absoultely no interest in each other and our respective lives but yet we both kept talking about our own lives. I think thats what we need, a place to speak everything and a person to hear all the rubbish. Being not even remotely involved in each other's life, we can comment on any aspect of our life. I think everyone of us needs such an UNKNOWN FRIEND. We need an unknown person to talk to, to share feelings with who doesnt gives a damn about your life.That person wont even feel bad if something bad happens to my life. And why should that person feel bad? He/She isnt involved in my life. Thats what we want exactly, 2 ears to hear our plea, we dont even want that person to c...

The clock's ticking....second by second..minute by minute...and what do we do of it?Nothing...aweful but true, we do nothing. Wake up, do the chores go to school,come back and then again the whole circle. There's more than this out there, more life more excitement, more joy. We always forget one thing: Life's a one time shot, take it or miss it ,you wont get another chance even if u miss. Yesterday, I saw some folks enjoying which in normal norms of society is unacceptable. Me too, felt the same for a moment. Then it dawned over me that life's a one time coupon, you cant waste it in being unnecessarily rational. I am not emphasizing on just blowing everything up and turning into a criminal,but everyone deserves some fun. Lost a match,will try hard for the next, Not satisfied with exam scores,there are more to score. Had a breakup?There aint any shortage of girls. We should just aim on living..just live it all...fully.

Many of us have heard about the American dream which every American tries to live.. Living the American dream, many of them do carry that motto. I wonder, why we cant have such  dream? Why are we yet skirmishing among ourselves and ruining the feeling of nationality. We carry invisible borders of Religion, Castes between us and believe me, noone...no one among us is free of these borders.Those who tried to get rid of them were debarred from their respective societies.Why? Why we cant have a mix culture, religion? I had a discussion in a group discussion session some few months back. There, someone said that maybe once the generation of our grandfathers go to heaven{with all due respect to all grandfathers, NO OFFENSE..I REPEAT..NO OFFENSE,I dont want a law suit on me for this post}there will be free flow of ideas among all the castes, religions. To my surprise, I found that even people of my generation are keeping track of the lines, just the lines have become much faint now,...

If u find me dead tomorrow, dont mourn, cause you have lost the rights to do so..... If u find me dead tomorrow, dont disturb your schedule, cause that's what you would have done if i would have been alive.... If u find me dead tomorrow, just throw a pebble into an ocean,cause that was the importance of mine in your life.... If u find me dead tomorrow, dont even think of attending the funeral,cause u never attended my mind's funeral... If u find me dead tomorrow, dont sit with people and remember me, cause u never did it when u were alone.... If u find me dead tomorrow, dont look up on the things which I gave u,cause u never did that when i was alive... If u can,....If u really can....just do me a favor, dont even try to find me dead tomorrow,cause......cause u dont even deserve that.....for tomorrow... If u find me dead tomorrow.......

 A small thing's been eating my mind since last few days. I did something and then got the critics for it. And my mind kept on saying "even if the whole world praises me for what I did, that wont matter to me much, but a word of even criticism from "THEM" would make my day,will make me happy. What my mind was expecting? Just a word from them. That's what is an expectation,it can be as small as this and can be as big as expecting a car from someone. After that thing I did, I asked some other group of people about my work and they gave me the critics, simple, job done. This was my demand. It was so easy to demand something, just for it, either u will get it or u wont. Even if u dont get what u DEMANDED it wont hurt much. That's certainly not the case with expectations. We keep on expecting things from people and when we dont get what we expected, we get depressed. It feels as we dont matter in their life anymore. That's the power of expectations. ...

People around us affect our life. They are like active ingredients of our life.Their behavior to us, our behavior with them, thats what a daily routine life is all about. I have had some incidences recently when people deliberately forced some situations on me thinking that I love those situations. My ideal behavior should have been like: NO! I dont want to have it, I dont want to spend time with u  FULLSTOP To my surprise, I was not able to tell them that I dont want them. I failed to say a simple "NO". We always keep on thinking what people will feel if we resist their opinion and hence we dont resist them. But sincerely, we should. The impact it creates on our life is great. Take me for instance, one "NO" to that person would have made my academics better,wouldn't have made me type this post. A simple NO and I am more stable mentally. I literally fought with one my beloved friend just due to the frustration that I wasnt able to say a NO. I think we s...

Humans are living over earth since...say some thousand years. There are races,communities everywhere over the globe. Over the time, these communities have developed a way of living, a standard convention that people should keep on following. Lets consider it to be a road, everyone has to go on that same road...live ur life according to the road only, just keep walking behind the person in front of you, blindly. Its good though, walking along such a road, you wont get any harm and your life will be as plain as the other 99.97% population of the community. BUT.....dont you think its really crunching our real nature? We are humans, we are born to discover the horizons of everything. How can we just keep on walking like this? Why I have to follow the society's conventions? Just because they are good doesnt means there's nothing good than that. There can be something more cherishing, more useful method of life out there, beyond the borders of this road..Why I shouldnt search ...

We take birth, we grow up, live our life and then die. I always wonder, on my last day, just a few moments before my death, what would matter the most for me? Family? friends? Wealth? What would? How can I stay alive even after my death? By doing some research in med school and having my name engraved in medical literature? By authoring a book myself? By having a cool white marble grave with my name on it? I always keep on thinking that the world should remember me after my death. And then it striked me....whats the need of this? Once we are gone..we are just gone..nothing matters then. In the end, nothing matters more than the SATISFACTION that Yes! I had a great time with my life...Although with some regrets but....kya jindagi jee yaar maine...maja aa gaya..ab aaraam se marta hu...Why we cant keep this attitude? Why we want to remain alive posthumously and why we waste the VALUABLE time of our life in setting things for after death? Why? Until today, I wanted the world ...

Sometimes, I see people complaining about the failures they face in life. Why people...even me, I do complain that I never got the required amount of success...I never have fulfilled my own expectations. But just some days ago, I encountered the statistics of sperm ejaculated by a human male in 1 ejaculation. And guess what? Among millions....we are talking in millions...among millions, only one gets chance to fuse with the ovum and take birth...and thats us. We are the lot who are the winner already. Imagine how many millions...billions of sperms u defeated in order to take birth. And u did it, thats why u r able to read this post  and I am able to write it. Defeating millions of sperms...what a great achievement it is in itself. Then why cry on losing some marks in a test or not coming first in class or not being in the playing 11 of a football match?? Yes, there should be competition, we cant take life for granted but competition never means taking grudge on ourselves e...

We, humans,the crusaders of feelings boast to be the only species who can love each other. Straight from the Titanic's theme song upto Lose u by Pete Yorn..we show the inherent property of loving each other. Near...far..wherever u are...I believe the heart does do on....says Celene dion and in contrast Pete Yorn goes off saying I am not amused by you... Why this drastic opposition then of 2 sides? What makes people first love and then also hate with that much grudge? Hate's just love gone bad...says Amish Tripathi... Thus whole thing, its with people...animate objects..what if we start feeling love, obsessions for non living things? Will we still in need of other peoole then? A decade from now and boys will say: meet my new Gf Samsung Galaxy S12 android version 8.8... Its not much far away, the future of human race lies in loving inanimate objects......soon we will replace people from our lives with robots....Soon...love will be machinery...rather than a feeling...

Today, I was completing some writing work...and the pen's refill went out. Why do we call it a refill if it is never refilled in the first place? It always goes on emptying gradually. Life is nothing more than a refill of a ball point pen. One day...we will reach at the bottom....over the ball of the pen....beyond which there will be infinitely long page....DEATH....and the words over the page will be the graveyard. May be my grave will be just worth a full stop...or a semicolon. Or even a word maybe.... God's just writing...sitting up there somewhere..far away from our reach...where physics is just a toy....and gravity...I dont know..never went up there. Dont even want to.. U know why people dont fear death...because they know that everybody has to die..their foes..their loved ones..everbody...the pain doesnt feels much when it is of the whole mankind...its just a flutter of heart beat and off we r gone...

To be or not to be... Thats the opening of Nunnery scene of Hamlet. Shakespeare was a man of great wisdom, he knew what will make people think over his writings. They are just 6 words..with 2 repetitions...and yet they feel as if they have whole meaning of life engrossed in them...TO BE..OR NOT TO BE..

I sometimes feel that history is a lame child of god, its never able to create something, it just keeps on repeating itself. 2 years from now, maybe 3 or maybe a decade later, its certain that we will find ourselves in  the same position again. Why? why so? Its well evident from the history that it knows well how to repeat itself. We had one world war, then another followed.One nuke somewhere and the third will follow. Indian subcontinent was frequently attavked in yhe past...same repititions... I know circle's the most stable structure of the universe...but that doesnt means that everything(including history) should move in circles. Take our daily personal lives, today I am finding myself in the same unpleasant position I was a year ago...same position. History never cares what its creating..it just knows one thing...that the SHOW MUST GO ON...at any cost.